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When the pain gets so deep,
That you scream in your sleep
And the voices keep you company
You try so hard to get away,
And you hide everyday
But you know that you can't run from me

Because I am you,
I'm all you know
With you,
Everywhere you go
I'm always there,
In the back of your mind
I'm every flaw
That you can find
I am your weakness,
I am your fear,
I am the voices
That you hear
I am the reason
You see in red
And I'm everything
You'll ever dread
I'm the sickness that continues
To tear you apart
Like a cancer that's eating
Away at your heart
I am the finger down your throat,
I am your illness, I am your pain,
I'm the wretched feeling in your gut,
I am the needle in your vein
I am your regrets,
I am denial,
I am your shame,
Your plastic smile
I take all your strength
And I leave you with doubt
I am the blade
You can't live without
I am the reason
You don't care to try
And I am every
Tear you cry
You can't run
And you can't hide
I'm always with you
Deep inside
I have you under
My control
I own your mind
I own your soul
I am you,
I'm all you've got
Here until,
The day you rot
I am the reason you can't sleep,
I am the reason why you lie,
I am the reason you can't eat,
And I'll be here until you die
I am the reason
You always break,
I am the smile
You always fake
I'm every mistake,
Every pill you take,
And every wrong choice
That you make
I am the secrets
Under your skin,
I am your guilt,
I am your sins
I am your nightmares,
Your insecurities,
I am your infection,
I am your disease
I am the walls closing in on you
I've tainted you right to the core
And now your face is turning blue
And you're not breathing anymore

The pain got so deep,
That you'd scream in your sleep
And the voices kept you company
You tried to get away,
You'd hide everyday
But you knew you couldn't run from me
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Your Disease

When the pain gets so deep,
That you scream in your sleep
And the voices keep you company
You try so hard to get away,
And you hide everyday
But you know that you can't run from me

Because I am you,
I'm all you know
With you,
Everywhere you go
I'm always there,
In the back of your mind
I'm every flaw
That you can find
I am your weakness,
I am your fear,
I am the voices
That you hear
I am the reason
You see in red
And I'm everything
You'll ever dread
I'm the sickness that continues
To tear you apart
Like a cancer that's eating
Away at your heart
I am the finger down your throat,
I am your illness, I am your pain,
I'm the wretched feeling in your gut,
I am the needle in your vein
I am your regrets,
I am denial,
I am your shame,
Your plastic smile
I take all your strength
And I leave you with doubt
I am the blade
You can't live without
I am the reason
You don't care to try
And I am every
Tear you cry
You can't run
And you can't hide
I'm always with you
Deep inside
I have you under
My control
I own your mind
I own your soul
I am you,
I'm all you've got
Here until,
The day you rot
I am the reason you can't sleep,
I am the reason why you lie,
I am the reason you can't eat,
And I'll be here until you die
I am the reason
You always break,
I am the smile
You always fake
I'm every mistake,
Every pill you take,
And every wrong choice
That you make
I am the secrets
Under your skin,
I am your guilt,
I am your sins
I am your nightmares,
Your insecurities,
I am your infection,
I am your disease
I am the walls closing in on you
I've tainted you right to the core
And now your face is turning blue
And you're not breathing anymore

The pain got so deep,
That you'd scream in your sleep
And the voices kept you company
You tried to get away,
You'd hide everyday
But you knew you couldn't run from me
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FedoraforaHalo Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013
This is great :) And I'm trying to write a story about someone with Schizophrenia, and this really makes me think about what the character is going through. I always try, but this takes it to a bit of a different level. But you don't care about my stories, just, great poem :)
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By-the-By Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Intense. This is fantastic. Props to you.
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Ellitchhizui Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Holy crap that's a riveting poem hun.
I absolutely love it and must give it a fave.
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fuckuismyname Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2009
woo hooo,amazing serious
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Salarity Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
The voices in my head sound like this poem sometimes....is that weird?
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NudeCreationsDotCom Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
The image sucked me in, and the poem is equally excellent. You express yourself very well.
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Similiar Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2006
I'm addict to this one...
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Greenwolf103 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2005
Whoa. Very deep and very gripping. I will not sleep tonight.
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WrappedInPlastic Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2005
Its been a while. Tis quite wonderful as always. The preview pic is pretty damn spooky. Hmm. I just posted a "poem" if it could be called that. Tell me what you think. Tis called "Dosed" [link]

Much :heart:
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UnLoVeDpOeT Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2005
The pic= Kickass! and the poem is great, so full of emotion, just my little input..i think the "And's" are a bit unnecessary but it's still a great piece nonetheless ^.^
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