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You don't know what it's like
to know you'll never amount to shit
and to go through everyday
trying not to think about it

you don't know what it's like
to know you're just a whore
and to know no matter what you do
you can never be anything more

you don't know what it's like
to be so alone inside
the pain is never ending
there's not a place to run and hide

you don't know what it's like
to be an ignorant slut
or to want to take a knife
and slash it through your gut
to want to cut your wrists
to see how much they'll bleed
the knife cutting deeper into your skin
knowing this is what you need

you don't know what it's like
to know you're gonna fall
to know things will never be okay
you'll fuck things up and lose it all

you don't know what it's like
to have to depend on weed
to get you through your life
to give you what you need

you don't know what it's like
when everyone stops to care
they're sick of who you are
they're tired of being there

you don't know what it's like
to go through everyday
knowing you'll never amount to shit
knowing you'll always be this way

-Ashley Carver
2001,age 16
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KAMELOTrealm Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
sadly know what you mean. great one anyway
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UnLoVeDpOeT Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2004
you're right i don't know...all i know is this poem is really good and you're such a talented writer and you are a good person inside you've just made some mistakes.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you:cuddle:
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UnLoVeDpOeT Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2004
:glomp: it's true
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deadreflection13 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2004
great poem
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks:hug:
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deadreflection13 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2004
your welcome :hug:
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DevilsKitty Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2004
i definetly kno what this is like! beautifully spoken!
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
:blowkiss:thank you:bow:
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itsgot2bme Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2004
i do know what it's like.... all of it. describes my life right now perfectly.
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