There is an illness
Killing me,
A madness
No one else can see
I'm losing
All my sanity,
I'm hearing voices
Constantly
They never ever
Go away,
They haunt me
Every single day
Telling me that I'm a freak,
Telling me I'm just a slut,
Telling me that I'm too weak,
Telling me I need to cut
Why must my life
Be such a threat?
This cut tonight,
The deepest yet

I'm tired of running
From my past
I take drugs to forget,
But they never last
I'm always high,
Yet I feel so low
No matter how hard I try,
I can never let go
I stay alone,
So I can hide
But it all keeps building
Up inside
Making me crazy,
Driving me mad
I'm losing everything
I ever had
I've lost myself,
This isn't me
Ths cut tonight,
Will set me free

I can't see
Anything but red
Voices still
Inside my head
Telling me I don't deserve you,
Saying that I ruined your life,
Telling me to do this for you,
Pushing me towards the knife
I wish I could've made you happy,
My love for you
Was always true
Instead I only made you hate me
This cut tonight,
Is just for you

I have no heart,
Just a gaping hole
Empty eyes,
And an empty soul
My body's tainted
To the core
My hopes are dreams,
And nothing more
They'll never come true,
They'll never be real
Pain is all
I'll ever feel
I know it won't be long
I'm holding on,
But falling fast
I know I don't belong
This cut tonight,
Will be my last