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I hate my fucking life
I want a fucking knife
I can't seem to make any right choices
because of all these fucking voices

I don't know what to do
I haven't got a clue
I'll decide to die
I'll comitt suicide

yeah,that's the way to go. it's such a lovely way to go
if life's a load of shit, then that's the way to go

I hurt myself today
so now I have to pay
cuz now I am dead
I shot myself in the head

no longer can I laugh
cuz I've taken the wrong path
but no longer shall I cry
cuz I've comitted suicide

yeah, that's the way to go. it's such a lovely way to go
if life's a load of shit, then that's the way to go

I hate everything
I hate everyone
you people are so fucked
you made me do what I've done

I left behind this song
to tell you why I'm gone
cuz life's a load of shit
so suck my fucking #@!$

-Ashley Carver
Wrote this when I was 12 years old
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Arkayem Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2007  Student General Artist
I needed to read this, powerful piece.
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Unforgiven-soul Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2006   Writer
nice very nice... kina dreary topic but the piece is very nicely written
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mighty-ninny7 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2005   Writer
I love this poem. Very well written.. :) new fav
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RH2097 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2005
Wow, crazyness!
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WrappedInPlastic Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2005
:hug: *tears* You were a sad 12 yr old yes?
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
:nod::hug:
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HeartBat Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2005
Amazing. Especially for a twelve year old.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
hehe thank you:D
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uxorious Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2005
:clap: :clap: bad feelings for a little girl of 12, but the song is very emotive... in my current life, I try to kill by myself two times...( other secret sweety:whisper: )
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Jonathan:hug: and I'm glad you didn't kill yourself:heart:
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uxorious Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2005
me not, but anyway...
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
but if you did kill yourself, I never would have gotten to know you, and I wouldn't be able to see and admire your art. So it's good that you're still around:D
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uxorious Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2005
yes, is true :shrug:... thanks for your words and for the support, you're so SWEET Ash, very very sweet, and I apreciate it. :nod:
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
anytime babe;)
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young-lesbian Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2005
good thing you didn't really kill yaself =3
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
I suppose:)
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young-lesbian Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2005
of course :hug:
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DarkInsaneRhi Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2004
o.o Wow, way better than what I did back when i was 12 - shit that wasnt that long ago.. only 4 or so years.. -cough- ANYWAY! LOVELY. o.o but your talent has gotten better as you grew older. !! but i still like it! o.o its wicked, and odd and just.. wicked. xD
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks very much:D :blowkiss:
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DarkInsaneRhi Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2004
^_^ Your very welcome, dear.
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andsoitburns Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2004
man Carpathian Forest already did a Suicide Song and it was much better ;-). but this isnt bad for 12 years old.
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perfectlittledream Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2004   Writer
as usual, I love your work :)
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
lol:D :hug:
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memorygap Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2004   Writer
wow, you totally couldn't spell or punctuate correctly when you were 12.
oh wait, you typed this up a few months ago.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
too bad I couldn't give a flying fuck what you think:)
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deadreflection13 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2004
wow...thats really good
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
why thank you:D :blowkiss:
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deadreflection13 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2004
your welcome
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Barnicals Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2004  Hobbyist Writer
Mental!!! In a cool way, of course.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you:D lol
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VampyrEmpyr Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2004
fantastic
its so good
better than what i could ever do!
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you:hug: it's so old:lol:
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HaVoK-15 Featured By Owner May 13, 2004
awesome....unfortunelly i was laughing while reading and i dont know why. i also felt angry at everybody you know. its just so strong i guess i couldnt help but be like thats the way to tell them fuck you im gonna do it. and that was funny to me cause suicide is a soft....un talked about thing, until its over. and you just jammed it down someones throat with a fuck you attached.
AND YOU WERE 12. the last line is undeniablly the funniest. nice work im sorry you felt that way.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner May 30, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you very much i'm glad you enjoyed:D
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xxemoxxstarxx Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2004
wow. thats sounds like how i am at times. very young age to be wanting to die, but atleast you weren't blind to people were fucked. good piece
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks:glomp:
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UnLoVeDpOeT Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2004
WoW abso-fuckin-lutely BRILLIANT!! :claps: i seriously love it! wish i could write like that when i was 12..
:tears: it is so powerful and i can relate :tears:
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you, i'm glad you enjoyed it so much:hug:i used the music/beat for hurt by nine inch nails when i wrote it. i love that song:)
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cyberphobia Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2004  Professional Digital Artist
wait, wait........ It can't be so bad.... u were just 12...
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
hehe you're talking about two different poems:)
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sPuNk-ThE-sKuNk Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2004   Photographer
great poem!
i wonder why everyone i know thinks like that.
meh friends are friends and i would give my life to a knife for most of them.
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you:)
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TraptInMyDespair Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2004
wow, hella lot better than i did when i was 12...
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks:)
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LgthAoshi14 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2004
:clap:
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skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
:bow::)
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