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August 22, 2005
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Why are you so different?
You're not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you're right infront of me?
Something isn't right,
I can see it in your eyes
I'm just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we're so close
But we couldn't be more far apart
And right now I can't handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still strong,
Tell me you're not leaving,
Please tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you'll always be mine
Constantly, we're fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don't want to stay
Just to watch you slip away
I only want to make you smile
But I only make you frown
I just want to make you happy
Seems all I do is bring you down
I've never felt so far away from you
And I need you here so bad
But I feel like we've already lost
Everything we ever had
Please tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still true,
Tell me you're not leaving,
I'd give up anything but you
But I don't know you anymore
You're not who you used to be
How can I miss you so much
When you're right here with me?
I've never been
This scared before
And I can't take this
We fight, we try,
We scream, we cry,
We fake, we lie,
We say goodbye
Then you wrap your arms around me
And you look into my eyes
You tell me that you love me
And we both apologize
Then we pretend
That everything is ok
And it is, at least
For the rest of the day
The last time we did this
Was yesterday
And we said things would
Never be this way
But tomorrow we'll do it
All over again
And right now it's the worst
It's ever been
Remember when we first met?
Remember our first kiss?
Remember those first couple years?
They weren't anything like this
I keep telling myself,
It isn't true
But deep down, I know

I'm losing you...
I wrote this a few months ago....

I still feel the same

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Satorstar Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
all been we all survive to love another day..... very well written :-)
skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
Jade1te Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2013
I am wondering how you are now.. and if you still feel the same.. did it work out, did you find someone more suited for you?

The poem was very moving..
skinnylittleschizo Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, I haven't been on in forever, and just saw this comment now. Thanks very much! Things never did work out with us, we broke up about a year later.
BeyondYourInsanity Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2012  Hobbyist
Fyrilion Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
You're poem is just a beautiful art that represents the worth in love but it's also so true.
Love isn't eternal, and it could be hard to keep on first love in your life
CrematedMan Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2011  Student Writer
Flaw3d-Princ3ss Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2011
This is an amazing writing <3 I hope things are different now~
swastikakapoor Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2011
This is a very real poem! I face exactly the same thing right now!

I wanted to convey this message to my partner... your poem has given me the right way to express it to him!

U are an awesome poet!

Thanks a lot!
vampirekatara Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2010
This is so beautiful :D
I've never been in a situation like this, but this poem really made me understand how it feels.
You're a great poet
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