Everything

You found me
And you took me in
You helped me
Wash away my sins
You turned my life,
My world around
You picked me up

Then you threw me down

Now everything that used to matter,
Means nothing anymore
I watched the world around me shatter
Just like the world I knew before

Everything I thought we had
Everything that we've been through
Everything I ever cherished
Never meant a thing to you

Everything you ever told me,
You never meant a word of it
And everything I've ever loved
Has either died or turned to shit

My hopes and dreams
Have disappeared
The pain, the shame
It draws me near
Now everything
Is crystal clear
What I yearn for
Is what I fear

Now everything looks better,
So much better from below

But the part of me that used to care

Died a long time ago....