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You used to be my hero
You used to take my pain away
You used to be the one who'd tell me
That everything would be okay
You promised you would be back soon
And I've been waiting here for you
You told me that you love me
And I believed you too
Why'd you always say
It would be okay?
When you never cared,
You threw my heart away
And I thought I knew
That our love was true
But it never ever
Was to you
You used to be my hero
You used to wipe my tears away
But now you are the reason
For the tears that I cry everyday
How could you rip my heart
Right through my chest?
Now I see,
You're just like all the rest
I thought this was

One Night

I'm so sick of dreaming,
I want one night of violence
I want one night of screaming,
To make up for the silence
Just give me one night
Just one night, that's it
I can't be ignored
Just give me one hit
Intimidate me,
Manipulate me,
Underrate me,
Then sedate me
Intoxicate me,
Suffocate me,
Rape me, hate me,
Violate me
Feed me your drugs,
And poison my mind
Abuse me and use me,
And leave me behind
Just give me one night,
Just one night to see
What's it's like to have you
Notice me
I need to see
Your empty eyes
I miss your
Sugar coated lies
I'll do anything
To be with you
I'll be anything
You want me to
I need to

I Still Need You (Tourniquet)

You were there, from the very start
And you said it would be forever
You saw me break, and fall apart
And you put me back together
You were there for me
Every single day
You gave me everything
Then you took it away
And I believed
In all your lies
When you left,
You left me paralyzed
What I thought we had
Was never true
But I'm the one who's pathetic
Because I still need you
You knew my heart
was delicate
Without you,
Everything turns to shit
You knew you were
My tourniquet
But you ruined me
And you're proud of it
You made me forget,
You guided me though,
You took the pain away

Now I bleed for you...

- B L I N D -

I Warned You, Bitch

you should know not to fuck with me
I've warned you before
but you thought that you'd win this
you're one stupid whore

don't lock the door
I'll kill you, whore
I'll knock the door down
I'll find a way in
I'll throw you to the ground
and I'll kick your face in

I see through your lies
I see the fear in your eyes
I'm gonna make this last
cuz you fucked up in the past
yeah, you fucked up, bitch
you fucked up bad
I warned you, kid
not to make me mad
but you didn't listen
you didn't care
now you're learning your lesson
I'm just making things fair

I'll fuck you up, bitch
I'll kick in your head
when I'm finished with you
you'

- i.ThInK.yOu.SuCk. -

I wanna break your face
Cuz you make me sick
You're a sad disgrace
And you're such a dick
You're a waste of time
And a waste of skin
You're a waste of space
A waste of everything
So go fuck yourself
From now on
Cuz the one you fucked
Is now long gone
Sometimes I wanna
Gouge out your eyes
Cuz I'm sick of the bullshit
And I'm sick of the lies
I'll fuck you up
Cuz I don't give a shit
You're pathetic, you're a joke
And a hypocrit
You're crying
And I don't give a flying fuck
Bcuz you're a bitch
And I think you suck!

One More Time...

The air was damp and smelled of bile,
The perfect place for a dying soul
She hid behind a plastic smile,
Pretending everything was under control

Months passed by, she'd stay at home
Adding new scars everyday
She'd get high, all alone
Too blind to see herself fade away

She thought everything
Would be just fine
Thinking to herself,
Just one more time

Just one more time,
I'll puke up my guts
Just one more pill,
Just one more cut
Just one more drink,
Just one more shot
Liquor and drugs
Are all I've got

Her eyes were black,
Her bones were weak
Each day got harder
To even speak

Years passed by, and she grew older
She still

Everything

You found me
And you took me in
You helped me
Wash away my sins
You turned my life,
My world around
You picked me up

Then you threw me down

Now everything that used to matter,
Means nothing anymore
I watched the world around me shatter
Just like the world I knew before

Everything I thought we had
Everything that we've been through
Everything I ever cherished
Never meant a thing to you

Everything you ever told me,
You never meant a word of it
And everything I've ever loved
Has either died or turned to shit

My hopes and dreams
Have disappeared
The pain, the shame
It draws me near
Now everything
Is crystal clear
What I

Someday...

There is this place
Beyond my fears,
Beyond the blood,
And all the tears
I see it only
In my dreams
But it's more real
Than it seems
A place where I don't
Cry or scream
Where all my thoughts
Are clear and clean
The sun gives light,
The sky is blue
No more memories
Left of you
The air smells sweet
And not like vomit
My skin is new,
No more scars on it
The illussions are gone
And everything's real
I finally know
What it's like to feel
Something other
Than this pain
The voices are gone,
I feel sane
I can laugh and be myself
I don't have to fake a smile
I can say those words "I'm happy"
And living all

Should've Known...

You were my antidote,
My tourniquet
Without you,
Everything turns to shit
And you left me here,
All alone,
With a broken home,
And a heart of stone
How could you leave me?
How could you lie?
You selfish bitch,
I hope you die!
I can't believe you really love her
You promised me there was no other
Just knowing that you're thinking of her
Makes me want to watch you suffer
But I'll just write another song
About how you hurt me again
And when I'm done, I'll track you down
And stab you to death with my fucking pen!
Because I thought that you cared
But you never did and you never will
And the saddest part is,
That I love you

- All I Wanted -

All I wanted was your heart
All I needed was you
But you tore my world apart
And there was nothing I could do
Please tell me that I'm dreaming
Please say it isn't true
Please tell me you're not leaving
Because I mean the world to you
What did I do to make you hate me?
I need you by my side
But all I can think of lately
Is why I ever tried
Because now you're so much
Happier
Ever since you've been
With her
And it hurts so bad
To have to see
You with her
And not with me
I don't know
What you see in that whore
Why can't you
Love me anymore?
I lived for you
And I'd die for you
But now I sit
And cry for you
All I want

Frozen Tears

I feel so hurt,
my spirit is wounded
by your words.

Can you not see it?
Starving can hurt the soul,
when it's hungry for your love.

I close my eyes and try to see
what happened between us.
Once so close and now so far,
you will stop at nothing.

Now I feel numb.
But do not flatter your ego,
for it is not because of you;
My insides are frozen.

My soul is hard,
can't feel a thing,
not even your harm.

And they cause my tears to freeze.
So they all ask me,
"May I melt your tears so they can flow again?"

No.
I do not wish for these tears to roll down my cheeks.
They shall stay there,
frozen in midway,
My tears are to stay st

All Night...

You said you'd be back soon
You said you'd hold me tight
I waited here for you
I waited here all night

I remember we shared your very last smoke
Right under these very stars
This used to be our special place
This whole sky used to be ours

Now I'm holding all I have left of you,
An empty cigarette pack
Afraid to admit what I know is true...
That you're not ever coming back

And I know that now
Yet I still sit here waiting for you
Hoping that somehow
You remember how much I adore you

I remember when you were here with me
You held my hand, and we counted the stars in the sky
I used to think this place was heaven
Now everything

Rip You Apart

I will rip you apart
I'll pull out all your pain
I'll cut out your heart
And I'll do it again
'cause I love to watch you
Hurt and cry
Can I kill you eight times
Before you finally die?
'Cause you remind me
Of a worm
So defenseless
While you squirm
Not so beautiful
Like a butterfly
Who when killed once
Will fall and die
But you stay here
Through all the pain
You were happy
Before I came
I will rip you apart from the inside out
I will take all of your pride
I will lie to you to get your trust
And I'll slowly eat you alive
I'll drive you past insane
I'll make you go mad
And I'll cut your weak wrists
like you sh

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I tried to listen
To the things you said
But I couldn't stop the voices
Inside my head
I thought it would end
If I could forget
I tried to pretend
And that I regret
Because it's eating me alive
It never ever goes away
It's strangling me inside
And suffocates me more each day
It's driving me insane
I can't take this anymore
I hate myself, I'm a useless bitch,
A filthy fucking whore
I can't see anything but red
I hate this place inside my head
I'm fucking crazy just like they said
I'd kill myself, but I'm already dead
'Cause I ignored it for too long
And I believed in my own lies
Now it's too late, my soul is gone
You can

Someday...

- All I Wanted -

For You...

Don't you know
She bleeds for you,
For eveything
You say and do?
Don't you know
You hold her heart?
Can't you see her
Fall apart?
She hurts just to feel your touch
She lives her life in denial
You treat her like shit, and she loves you so much
She bleeds only to make you smile
Can't you see
The pain she's in?
Your heart is all
She wants to win
And for you, she keeps on trying
And believing all your lies
Don't you know that she is dying?
Can't you see it in her eyes?
She falls just to make you laugh
She breaks just to make you love her
She'd do anything to be with you
But you're never even thinking of her
You taught he

- B I T C H -

You think you know who I am,
But you don't
You think that I'm going to break,
But I won't
You're only here
To criticise
And feed me
All your bullshit lies
And I won't stay
For anymore
I will not be
Your fucking whore
And the sooner you realize,
The better off you'll be
Because then I won't
Have to make you bleed
You think that I'll
Descriminate you?
I will fucking
Eliminate you!
I won't write about this shit
Over and over again
I'll just stab you in the throat
With my fucking pen
You wanna be a bitch?
You wanna harass?
I'll cut off your dick
And shove it up your ass

A Lonely Place Inside My Head

There is a place
That I dwell
I call it my
Own living hell
It's a place
That no one else can see
A place
That's only meant for me

And when I'm in this place,
Everything is red
A whole new world of chaos,
The only place I dread

It's made of madness,
Pain, and fear
It kills all hope
Anytime it's near
Popping pills, getting high,
Trying to forget
About everything that I have lost
And all the things that I regret

And when I'm in this place,
Everything is red
A whole new world of tragedy,
A whole new world that's dead

And I can hear them laughing,
Because I'm such a freak,
Because I'm a disgrace,
Laughing because I'm wea

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Arachnid Lover - Collab

by ~skinnylittleschizo, May 28, 2005, 12:45:43 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

I should've known it
The minute you arrived
I should've known
What you contrived

I should've seen it
In your eyes
But I was too blind
To realize

You lured me in
With your lurid disguise
And trapped me in
Your web of lies

You’re simply majestic
My arachnid lover
Dosage of anesthetics
Ceaseless endeavor

I fought to survive
I strived but you thrived
You took all my pride
And you ate me alive

Crimson tears
Give way to screams
Undying fears
Never salvaging my dreams

I was right where you wanted me
Believing every word you'd say
You gave me the world
As fast as you took it away

You used to be the one
That made me feel complete
But the only way you know
How to play is to cheat

You taste bitter now
Though you used to taste sweet
When I look at you now
All I see is deceit

My hunger to hold you
To have you by my side
Our bond coming unglued
And now I have nowhere to hide

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~arachnidlove Sep 10, 2008 Student General Artist

i was noticing that the first commenter on this said he was the first and that he is usually the last... so if i keep commenting after him his mission of being last is totally defeated...

LOVE THE ARACHNIDS FOREVER!