A Lonely Place Inside My Head

There is a place
That I dwell
I call it my
Own living hell
It's a place
That no one else can see
A place
That's only meant for me

And when I'm in this place,
Everything is red
A whole new world of chaos,
The only place I dread

It's made of madness,
Pain, and fear
It kills all hope
Anytime it's near
Popping pills, getting high,
Trying to forget
About everything that I have lost
And all the things that I regret

And when I'm in this place,
Everything is red
A whole new world of tragedy,
A whole new world that's dead

And I can hear them laughing,
Because I'm such a freak,
Because I'm a disgrace,
Laughing because I'm weak
It takes me, it breaks me,
It keeps me here
And I hate this place
More every year

But most of all,
I hate this place
Because when I'm here
I see your face
And I can't help
But wonder why
You would leave me
Here to die
My heart's been broken
So many times
There's still a million pieces
I'll never find

And when I'm in this place,
Everything is red
A whole new world of crimson seas,
From all the times I bled

This place is far too real
When everything is dead
In a place where nothing ever heals,
A lonely place inside my head