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So hey! Long time no see! It's been about 8 years since I've used deviantart, and I really do miss it. 
I'm doing well. I'm not so skinny or little anymore lol. Things never did work out with the guy I was engaged to, so my Daily Deviation poem "I'm Losing You" turned out to be pretty accurate. I'm with a new guy now and things are going really well. It will be a year for us on April 20th.
As for my art and poetry, well I haven't done anything in quite some time, but am hoping to change that soon! Hopefully being on here again will inspire and motivate me to do something. I have a couple older projects I may submit in the meantime.
Anyway, if any of you remember who I am, I hope you're doing well and haven't been slacking like I have :) I have about 4,000 messages in my inbox so I don't think I'll be getting to them all, and I'm really sorry if you messaged me 8 years ago and I never got back to you lol. 
I know, I'm way behind, but I've finally created a twitter account @ Ash_Interrupted 
Please feel free to follow me. I am looking for people to follow as well!

:spotlight-left: ART & POETRY PREVIEW :spotlight-right:

R.I.P. by skinnylittleschizo 
Trip Like I Do by skinnylittleschizo Your Disease by skinnylittleschizo 
Wicked by skinnylittleschizo Dream Weaver by skinnylittleschizo 
In My Eyes by skinnylittleschizo Pretty Lies by skinnylittleschizo You Used To Be My Hero by skinnylittleschizo
All That's Left by skinnylittleschizo Everything by skinnylittleschizo 
Someday...
There is this place
Beyond my fears,
Beyond the blood,
And all the tears
I see it only
In my dreams
But it's more real
Than it seems
A place where I don't
Cry or scream
Where all my thoughts
Are clear and clean
The sun gives light,
The sky is blue
No more memories
Left of you
The air smells sweet
And not like vomit
My skin is new,
No more scars on it
The illussions are gone
And everything's real
I finally know
What it's like to feel
Something other
Than this pain
The voices are gone,
I feel sane
I can laugh and be myself
I don't have to fake a smile
I can say those words "I'm happy"
And living all seems worth the while
A place where I don't have to hear
"You'll never get you're life in gear
You'll never be normal, you're nowhere near
You'll always live in pain and fear"

This is the only place
I wish to be
The only place
I can be free
Free from the sickness
That is me
And one day I'll find this place,
You'll see
Someday I'll be
...A different me
One Night
I'm so sick of dreaming,
I want one night of violence
I want one night of screaming,
To make up for the silence
Just give me one night
Just one night, that's it
I can't be ignored
Just give me one hit
Intimidate me,
Manipulate me,
Underrate me,
Then sedate me
Intoxicate me,
Suffocate me,
Rape me, hate me,
Violate me
Feed me your drugs,
And poison my mind
Abuse me and use me,
And leave me behind
Just give me one night,
Just one night to see
What's it's like to have you
Notice me
I need to see
Your empty eyes
I miss your
Sugar coated lies
I'll do anything
To be with you
I'll be anything
You want me to
I need to feel
The touch of you
Even if it leaves me
Black and blue
Just give me one night,
Just one night to feel
What it's like to have you
Know I'm real
Just give me one night,
Just one night to be
Here with you,
Just you and me
 

Dark Art/Poetry Collaborations 

- B L I N D - w/ uxorious
ONE MORE TIME... w/ Brainwashed-Angel
THIS WILL NEVER BE MY WORLD w/ reznor70
ARACHNID LOVER w/ MyDeadlyDepression
FOR YOU... w/ decayed
DEMONS w/ uxorious
KILL ME w/ uxorious 
WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR w/ Supernovastudios
SWEET DREAMS w/ uxorious 
MY INFECTED ANGEL w/ cbeep
THE CURSE w/ uxorious
THE SICKNESS w/ uxorious
RIP YOU APART w/ uxorious  

My Poetry/Lyrics

2013-2009
Promises ~ Fool ~ Untitled

2006
Dear Diary

2005
Broken~ All That's Left~ Your Disease~ Everything~ All Night~ Sometimes...~ Losing You...~ Done With You~ Wake Up~ One More Time...~ Daddy Had A Problem...~ You Used To Be My Hero~ Should've Known...~ All I Wanted~ For You...~ Bitch ~ Look Into My Eyes...~ This Is Me

2004
One Night~ A Lonely Place Inside My Head~ Someday...~ Tainted Lips~ This Cut Tonight...~ You Make Me Sick~ Nothing Lasts Forever (V.1)~ NLF(V.2)~ I Love You Still...~ Where The Fuck Were You?~ Jealousy~ This Will Never Be My World~ When I Look In The Mirror...~ Addiction~ You Are(The One)~ Lets Make It The Past~ There Was A Time...~ Kill Me~ Demons~ In My Eyes~ Pill Pusher~ I Tried...~ How Do You Feel Now?~ -untitled-~ Sweet Dreams~ My Nightmare, My Home~ How Much Farther?~ I Still Need You (Tourniquet)~ Slowly~ The More I Try,The More I Die~ My Tourniquet~ No Way Out~ She Makes Me Sick~ I Thought~ I~ Everyday~ The Day I Lost Myself~ Finally Numb~ Slow Decay~ I Think You Suck~ I.Hate.U.~ My Infected Angel~ I Am...~ S.P.~ The Sickness~ Fuck~ You Said...~ You Win~ This Is Me~ Mistake~ You Think~ Bleed It All Away~ Do You Feel It Now?~ Whore~ Hole In Me~ You Are...~ After~ My Best Friend(MaryJane)~ This Is My Place~ If I...~ No More II~ Hanging On~ Sorry(V.3 & 4)~ Sorry(V.1 & 2)~ No More~ The Curse~ Happy V-Day~ I Can't Go On...~ Don't Tell Me...


2003 What's Left?~ Rip You Apart~ Go Fuck Yourself~ I Will Love You Forever~ She~ Numb~ Ex-BestFriend II~ Good Enough~ My Depression 2002 Broken Sky 2001 Fuck Up~ Why Me?~ That's Just Me~ Always Know~ All I Ever Need~ You Don't Know... 2000Home~ I Try~ Join Me~ Won't Somebody Help Her?~ Your Fucked Up World~ Fuck You! 1999 I Warned You,Bitch 1998 Life Itself~ Abuse Me 1997 Suicide Song


My Photography
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CX by Girl-Interrupted-9 LXXXVI by Girl-Interrupted-9 LV by Girl-Interrupted-9 XVII by Girl-Interrupted-9
XXXVIII by Girl-Interrupted-9 XIII by Girl-Interrupted-9 XXII by Girl-Interrupted-9 XXIII by Girl-Interrupted-9


  • Listening to: Etta James
  • Drinking: Pina Coladas

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thanks for the fav!!
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Thank you for the fave's Ashley!
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